The 3 AM Blues

It's 3 o'clock in the morning, and guess what I'm doing. No, I'm not sleeping like a normal person should. Instead, I'm applying for jobs and watching Friends. What is my problem? I should be sleeping, dreaming about how one day the perfect man will sweep me off my feet and we will live happily ever after. Nope. Not me. I'm practically nocturnal ever since I left Target.

Now here's my main question. Do employers really look at one time you apply? And if they do, do they care? I mean, this is the first time I have actually wanted to apply to jobs in the past week. I should embrace this, right? Right?

I know that I should probably try to maintain a normal schedule in my life, but I can't help but stay up late when I'm able to. I mean, this is my only alone time these days, and I really cherish it when I get it. It's nice knowing that nobody is going to walk into my room unannounced and start judging me for the weird things I like to do when I'm alone. It seems like 3 AM is the only time to be weird.

Anyway, back to the applying for jobs front. I hope that nobody cares that it's in the middle of the night. If they do care, I guess I didn't need them anyway.

See you tomorrow, y'all. Hopefully it will be at a normal time.